It starts tomorrow.......

Will starts working tomorrow! Never been an intern before, super nervous seriously!!

What if the colleagues give me cold shoulder?
What if their expectation is higher than what i am capable of?
What if they treat me as an "office girl" that I have no chance to involve in design work?
What if........

Oh gosh I can't stop worrying!!

Hopefully my internship will be.... I DON'T KNOW! WHAT I CAN IMAGINE NOW ARE ALL THE BAD SCENARIOS!!!!

到台湾实习咯！

来到台湾了！老实说.... 很闲... 搬好家什么的就等着开工罢了，想出去逛街，但缴了租金和押金后口袋大出血，加上独自一个人出街也很没趣，这几天都呆房里看书漫画小说电影..... 宅得要死！

之前都好忙，忙了那么长一段时间，突然闲下来好心虚啊.... 那么多空闲时间，也就一样多的罪恶感...

人啊好矛盾，每天呆在同样的熟悉的地方时心就老想往外飞，现在好了，到了一个陌生的地方，又想念以前每天碰见却毫不察觉的东西了！马来西亚腔、食物（Milo!! 我可是天天早上喝的啊！）、英文......  以前都觉得马来西亚腔非常的不标准，现在又觉得台湾人说活... 那么嗲干吗啊？！

哎，好想去见见在台湾其他角落实习的朋友们，当初是怎么脑子一热啥也不管申请到高雄来啊？一个人呆着真的很闷啊！一整天都没聊到天实在憋死我了！我好想用马来西亚的华语大聊特聊！！！

There is one lonely cat in the house I rent.

兴奋得没有心要做design怎么办

Can't help feeling super excited to the max about successfully get a chance to practise internship in TAIWAN!! （好长的句子念完直接窒息）

太感恩了！！ 

去之前一大堆事情要处理但现在真的兴奋得不能自己~~

不发泄我不行啊我会憋死啊！好想唱K！

（从我日记里的涂鸦可以看出当时忘形成什么样了）

presentation什么的最恐怖啦~~

 头一次我醒来又睡回三次，三次都梦到之前断掉的梦的续集。

问题是，那可是个大恶梦啊！！！

Okay，描述那个梦之前，我要先做点说明：

Architecture这系呢，有一个最主要的course: Architectural Design Studio,  单这个sem就占了六个credit hour, 所以每个assignment都....非常非常的重要，也非常非常难得到高分..... 每次的assignment都是这样的：设计一个建筑物，一堆design process，最后final model, presentation boards, presentation!

老实说， 最痛苦的部分就是画board了，永远都画不完似的，presentation前一天永远是不眠不休，然后带着熊猫眼直接上场，还得抵得住教授们的毒舌抨击...... 

所以啊，不是我自大，（室友们都羡慕我考试前也能睡得那么香）考试对我来说真的没太大问题，读不完也能上考场，上了考场做不完也能得分，而presentation.... 做不完就直接不。及。格。不及格了还得留级.... 所以这科的presentation是我的恶梦！！！ 

LITERALLY

我做的梦就是.... 在等着要做presentation！很惨的是，我忘了带正式的服装，然后又发现有东西没画完，然后其中一个jugdes是我最怕的教授，然后排我前面那位朋友present了好久都没说完........ 又急又慌的心情害我醒转了几次，睡回去了却仍逃不出那恶梦！ 最后.... 就任命的爬起来了.... 我猜啊，大概是老天爷嫌我睡太多了，于是使这招让我不得不醒来吧！

不过（掩脸），三连环噩梦轰炸后其实已经十二点了........

我 final presentation 的 board+model~~~

整整半年没写blog了！！今天是良心发现还是啥的？

I'll tear him to pieces

He knows nothing but lies. He says nothing but lies.

He lies.
He cheats.
He commits plagiarism.
And he steals.

He stole from the rare one who treated him like a real friend.

And there is no shame nor regrets from him.

 

So PROUD

First time in my life to actually finish an english noveL! It was “The Time Keeper” by Mitch Albom~

Everything was a coincident.

If there were no 1 M'sia Book Vouchers, if my brother did not ask me to buy novel using the last RM50 voucher, if I did not wait for my friends who were wandering in Kinokuniya, if the novels was not easy to be comprehended... I would never try to finish any english novel.
 

The story line was fine. But the technique of writing a story that made me couldn't stop reading it until the very last sentence was terrifying! Every plot ended in suspense and I just couldn't help wondering what was going to happen next.

Somehow, there is something in it reminds me of 九把刀. Have 九把刀 ever written anything like this?

关于砂拉越

朋友说Kuching是一个很适合居住的地方。

“为什么？”

“不像KL那么繁忙。人们生活比较悠闲，却还是不缺先进的建筑物。新建筑和旧建筑融合得很好，完全没有谁要抢谁风头的样子。总结：是一个很有味道的城市。”

举双脚赞成！

KL感觉是个好硬、好冷，没有表情的城市。感觉不到她的灵魂，有的只是无数钢骨水泥和交通工具。街上赶着路的人都板着脸、走得好快，机器人似的。

且不说灵魂不灵魂的。

来到Kuching，最惊讶于各族之间的融洽。或许是因为没有单一特多的种族？或许是因为种族的特征不明显，看到任何人都说不准他是什么人？ 在这里，人与人之间的相处有一种西马所没有的和谐感，没有谁真的在乎你的肤色、你的根、你的宗教。

大家都是生于此的人！

还是这只是身为游客的我看到的表面？



题外话：于是国政拉票拉到我们大学来了。

 


这种时候脑里总会响起 Les Miserable 的 Do you hear the people sing? Singing the song of angry men......